Zoku was born of a prestigious family, prosperous and upright.
His mother, the city’s most sophisticated and religious woman taught him the odes and rituals to please the spirits.
His father, the most industrious and honest of all the landlords taught him the value of working and working with others.
His family is well respected and almost envied; a comfortable home, loving parents, educated and upright siblings, Zoku could not ask for more.
Everything seemed right, and pleasing…
Not until his ninth birth year, when a tragedy befell.
Undeserving, Zoku’s mother contracted a disease that even the city’s most powerful acolytes, priestesses and even sorcerers cannot cure. And so his mom peacefully bore the pain until the fortnight before the dawn of Zoku’s tenth birth year. On his tenth birth fête, Zoku was burying his beloved mother.
And so the tragedy fell.
Grieving at his loss, Zoku’s father started drinking and gambling. In a length of a quarter of a year, the entirety of Zoku’s family wealth faded off the hands of his grieving father who found refuge in wines and playing cards.
And everything that Zoku had, vanished before his very eyes.
And the tragedy just started.
Angered by the loss, not just of his mother but even his father and their highly coveted life, Zoku found a friend in rebellion. He did everything that his father forbade him to do, and lived a life that he pleased.
For years he lived a life of anguish, of secret pain and longing for a family, for a mother and a father.
Zoku was alone, Zoku was looking for love and affection…
…but he never found it.
Who would know that the boy in the story has grown into a young man now, studying in one of the most prestigious universities of the country, serving passionately his fellow students and performing well in his academic persuasions? Even surprisingly, he is considered everybody’s friend.
At the moment, he seems soft and innocent.
… but deep inside, Zoku is so alive.
So be careful, the young man might seem typical, but he’s not…
as for you know, Zoku is a DEVIANT - he was always been, and will be.
7/28/10
more names BOSSing she XDD
ReplyDeletethats because zoku chose to be alive, and nurture in him a beautiful soul..
ReplyDeleteand more than what he feels.. zoku is a gift to many..
yeah.
ReplyDeletealthough he's still a deviant...
he's chosen to let the pain flow like water...
soon, he'll be drained of the pain
and feel light again :|
nasa loob ang kulo.
ReplyDeletesabi nga nila (sabi lang ha!),
be careful with people like this.
Zoku has his reasons,
and di natin siya masisisi
sa nagyari sa kanya.
but, he has his choice
kung tuluyan niyang hahayaang
lamunin siya ng galit at poot.
Zoku, may be in pain right now.
pero, alam kong darating ang panahon
na he'll be able to let go of these things
which hurt him a lot.
Mahirap hayaan ang mga bagay-bagay.
That's the most difficult thing to do,
letting things be.
hayaan.
@zoku.. bakit malungkot ka ngayon? parang lahat na tuloy ng tao malungkot.. toinks naman oh..
ReplyDeletethat aside, baka naman kasi nasasaktan ka kasi mahalaga masyado ang mga bagay o taong iyon.. iyon lang naman ang nakakasakit sa tao di ba..
tama si simplixiety.. hayaan muna.. mahirap nga iyon.. ibang usapan din kapag hinayaan ang mga bagay.. maaaring makatulong, maaaring maging malala..
pero sabi nga sa akin ni munting tinig, hwag daw maliitin ang salitang hayaan..
kaya hwag magmadali.. everythings gonna be fine (sabi ni seth sa akin)..
darating ka din dyan..
darating din ako dyan..
@simplixiety..
galing talaga.. oo, letting things be is really hard.. i think only brave people can do that.. yung mga kayang manatili talaga..
letting things be..
letting God be..
para kay yeloowcab at simpliXIEty...
ReplyDeleteSALAMAT. maraming marading salamat...
at HAYAAN nya...
i'm now letting things be...
@yellowcab: learned it from my philo class, si remodo ba naman ang teacher ko. hehehe
ReplyDeleteoo, mahirap talagang hayaan ang mga bagay-bagay, lalo na kung mahirap para sa'yo.
@the BOSS: walang anuman. hayaan mo lang kaming patuloy na magmahal sa'yo.