with new eyes

There are about 2 million uvietis infected individuals in the world, one of them is me. With blurry eyes and fear for what may happen, my world totally went upside down, but the most funny thing there, i have had clearer vission, a new perspective at life now. thanks, yah, to this thing i was able to see things differently ;)

i have my share of tampo and you know the thing with my family, but after what has recently happen, i have realized how much love there is that binds us together. our finances are tight but they were able to make ways, for that alone i admire them all. but waht matters really most now is the care that seem to over flow, the understanding eyes and the concern that they have, that just makes me feel secured.

going through this too, i have realized that i still have a lot in my little bucket list, things that i may not have written yet, others i have, things i have kept in my heart. i still want to see batanes, want my picture taken there, have my little photo exhibit featuring my few little wonders seen, want the world to see the difference there is in plainly looking at things and lovingly seeing wonders. i want to go to greecce, still want a photo of those little white houses :)
want to see my pamangkins walk with great pride, with thier toga on and march on to life :)) want to see my papa on a wheel chair, in the sand, stikl want to see his bluish grey eyes :)) i have a lot actually, things that i keep dear to me.

the moment i was exposed to the posibility that i might perpetually lose vission, things like these went flashing, and as i endure now the sleepless nights ( due to my steriods) they just keep on hunting me.good though, now i am assured that i still can do them, i stil have a chance to life :)) that i'd still have my right eye healthy and a 'new' left eye to guide me through life.

thus i say...
i would continue to wonder and wander...
with new eyes