simply laugh it out :)

I used to think that I charm people, well, I still do, but now I try to be careful and figure out if it’s plain self absorption or me, simply over rating myself.

The past days has been crucial, I had like bunch of interviews, deadlines and many other things that sapped the energy out of me, too bad, I guess some included my esteem. Anyhow, Imma kick butts still, I was born this way.

Today I had my interview for service award, I was scheduled 1:30 but I was interviewed almost two already. Before that, my eldest sister called, checking on me, damn, that was pressure. But none the less, I was really delighted he called, as in, meant a lot. Shortly after that, I checked my email, another ‘sorry’ but your application is denied blah blah blah. So, yah, guess I’m trying to tell you that I had a real day today, big time, but none the less, the adobo rice at Coko did help ( I ate a lot, after to distress) and the time I had with JaCo and Bossing bought me some time off the things that’s been keeping caffeine dependent recently, cheers to that  I did finish watching ‘crazy little thing called love’ tonight as well, and yah, I have figured out the movie even before it ended, but still, gave me that ‘hai’ dose of love.

Days could be totally overwhelming, especially now that I am at the phase of my life that though I am sure of my future, there are things that simply has to unravel, and like the grand entrance of a grand star, the stage gets smoky and all. This phase sucks if you’ll take it hard, but you’d get the fun of the joke when you simply laugh it out :)