Full Throttle

There are a few things that even the closest to me don’t know. One of which is my huge and deep fascination with driving, well, actually it’s with the over speeding. Driving – fast, really fast, gives me a certain high. It’s a taste of freedom and adventure, the kind of thrill that comes with drinking without permission and facing the challenge of going home trying to be unnoticeably drunk. When I drive (my gender isn’t that vague right?) I feel like so like boyish – and that’s a little something that I really love (for you know it is rare that I feel that way) Speeding drives me into feeling like an old country cowboy whose wanted dead or alive - the sort of a Dare-Devil slash Elektra feeling.

I just don’t know, maybe it’s the rush or maybe it’s simply because of being in command of a thing so rough. All I know though, when I drive, I have nothing to mind except the road and my way. Sometimes even my destination doesn’t matter, it’s the ride that gives me joy and so I consider that even more fun.

One maybe of my funniest thing done was driving in the middle of the night with practically no destination in mind – and take note, I don’t even have a license then. I was able to go out since Aya’s in Butuan and I was damn bored being alone at home. Back then, I just wanted to steer and feel the air in the middle of that hot summer night.

(sigh) I just miss doing that.
So pa’no, catch you later, imma drive :p


8/29/10 10.7pm