heart's song

Today My Life Begins

i've been working hard so long
seems like pain has been my only friend
my fragile heart's been done so wrong
i wondered if i'd ever heal again

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

yesterday has come and gone
and i've learn how to leave it where it is
and i see that i was wrong
for ever doubting i could win

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

life's to short to have regrets
so i'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
only have one life to live
so you better make the best of it

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins
today my life begins...

headset

Maingay ang mundo ko.

Lingid sa kaalaman ng marami, it’s not really relatively peaceful. Madami ding mga musikang ayaw marinig, madami ding mga salitang ayaw mabigkas, madinig. Bipolar – I used to describe myself. Kasi may mga pagkakataong gusto ko lang na tahimik, na walang ingay; mga pagkakataong nais kong malunod sa nakabibinging katahimikan. But there’ll be days too that ako mismo ang gumagawa ng ingay, ako mismo ang naghahanap ng nakabibinging tugtugan.

It’s only until lately that I’ve realized that I’m not really bipolar.

Maingay pala talaga ako, dala na din siguro nang pagnanasa kong marinig, na pakinggan.

Tsaka, dala na rin siguro nang mga pagkakataong nasanay akong makipagniig sa aking iPod at headset habang mayroong world war for the nth time sa bahay. It has come with my childhood, ika nga.

When the world becomes noisier than me, I turn to my iPod and find a relatively nicer noise. But I don’t really seek silence pala, I just wanted music to my ears.

Nakakatawa mang isipin, because of this, I think I have become somewhat elusive. That, things have become tangled that minsan even I confuse my music with noise or noise with music.

Am I even making sense?

Hhhehe. Basta, just like tonight, I’d just turn this headset on, to the max.

pak! 11.22.2010