statQuo I

May 16
One day before Surgery

STATUS QUO:
Well, tomorrow’s my surgery – but I’m not that nervous at all, just a bit :) It’s a50-50 chance so, I don’t know really, I just hope that it’ll put an end to this thing – whatever’s the result imma move on with life, what’s important is that the membranes and the blood would be all gone and no more painful red eye for me :) Another SQ, hmm, well I don’t know what I am actually feeling towards RYAN:)


he’s my constant ‘moring-smile’s-reason’ recently; I feel guilty ‘cause some people, and me too, I think, still think that there is more to the JaRent and BrenJa tandem, hhahahah, feel funny just writing it now.













Anyhow, I still don’t like Kun’s presence and the people here home compare not even half of what’s back there in Naga ( I mean, home there) I mean, duh, I’m home now, I feel more secured, relaxed and (loved?) taken cared of here :) I also realized many good things about my fam, si Papa din, I think I understand him better now :) Well, what else, I’m hooked with




Glee now, as in hooked. Mike Chang is an absolute charmer I think I wanna marry him,


hhahaha, scratch that out, but he’s a real charmer really – I see myself in him, guess so :) And, uhm, that’ts it.

















-and oh, I have found one cute definitely-all-mine, err trademark to write my dailies here (you’re reading it)

So that’s what you’ve missed on…
ME :)
(say it like the opening spill on GLEE)