that NIGHT, tonight.

10.7.10 Found this old blog in my VINTAGE folder… Wrote it early this year but I wasn’t able to post because of certain reasons. and now I guess it fits how I really feel. p.s. read it on a Happy Note ;p


Tonight, I am moving on…

Tonight, I indulged myself with movies. If only life’s like a movie, a movie where I can write, revise and rewrite or even twist the script, a movie where I may alter, enhance or crop the photography, a movie where I can pick the right costumes for the right characters, a movie where I can choose soundtracks for each scene… a movie where I can tell when and where, how and why, and with whom would my happy ever after be. But the thing is, unlike movies, life’s a one time one shot. Once the cameras roll, there’s neither turning back nor editing, its shots are as is. Unlike movies, in life there’s no turning back, there’s no re-shot; it’s rather like a theatre, one time big time.


The least that I can do in life is to look forward to what is there to come; to prepare and anticipate, for whatever done’s done. To look back is to simply look back and learn; what has been broken can never be mended, what has been lost can never be regained and worst, what has been undone’s undone. Tonight I do not reminisce to feel like a failure, I reminisce to remember and in return, to learn; to let not the pain come again into my life. I can never rewrite my life’s script but at least I grow better chapter after another.

Tonight, I am moving on…