ilang beses nga ba?
makailang ulit ko nang inakalang, oo, tama, ito na...
pero bakit sa tuwing mukhang tama na ang lahat...
... hindi pala.
ilang beses?
ilang beses pa ba akong
-magkakamali?
-masasaktan?
ilang beses ko pa bang ihahayag...
babawiin.
muling sasambitin
at muling babawiin.
bakit?
makailang ulit pa bang kelangang bigyan ng bagong kahulugan?
ilang beses pa bang aasa...
ilan?
sabihin mo, ilan?
dahil kung hindi din naman na titigil pa...
ayoko na.
*** marahil pagod lang ako ngayong isinusulat ko ito...
maaari ding epekto ng gamot na iniitom ko...
pero isang bagay ang tiyak ko...
ilang beses pa?
a scarred heart can keep asking questions..
ReplyDeleteit can continue counting..
experience each pain of failure and brokeness..
a scarred heart can continue to express..
to wait and hope for its shinning armor..
and know the meaning of ever afters..
a scarred heart can receive some more scars..
and yet, remain beautiful..
remain loving..
it can also choose to stop and take its rest..
any heart would know how to beat for its life..
it will never lie..
awts.
ReplyDeletei love it ate.
cge, makikinig ako ng mabuti.
be proud..
ReplyDeletebecause youre listening..
:)